what's worth fighting for,when giving up's is just one step back

You
永远等待那一天。

i have a feeling that i will be waiting for life


but she doesn't seems to notice me :(

a sense of dissapointment ):

Dreamt of her last night.A nice good dream.I hope it really do happy :D

Woke up at 11 and met alvin and hwee jie to go my house there had breaskfast.
After breakfast we went to play basket ball.
I can't play well today due to yesterday outing.Body aching everwhere.

Will be going to play basket ball tomorrow.
Hope she is coming :D

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在我心中有个爱不到的人
I'm seriously missing you.

Diffrences

1 Year diffirent.
This is what i done for you.
Also character.

我怕我没有机会和你说一声再见

Went for drum lesson yesterday with my bro.After that have dinner with him at plaza sing.Asusual from plaza sing walk all the way to orchard and took mrt home.As i was on my way home,i saw alvin and he was having dinner with his sis so i accompany him.After he finished his food,we walk home together.

Slept quite early yesterday night cause very tired.


Woke up at 9.30am this morning.Bathed and prepared to meet alvin and hwee jie as we were going to Escape theme park.Took bus 88 to pasir ris interchange and walk to ETP.
Played quite a number of stuff and got my shirt wet.
After that went E-hub to have our dinner and went back amk.
Reached amk around 7 plus or 8.
Settled down at Jing Shan park to play truth or dare.
Was damn fun.
Then,met my mother and went back home with her.
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I'm trying very best to be my best.
But it seems that it's not attracting you.
What can i still do?
242

MJ

What if one day i'm gone?
anyone cry?
anyone laugh?
anyone cheer?
anyone respect?
anyone love?

I'll live.
cause there's you.

imy.

New PC

Yesterday went to have breakfast with Alvin and Hwee Jie.After that,went back home to pack my computer.At 4 plus i took my old computer down ti Sim Lim square with my bro for upgrade and also buy another new PC for myself.

Spec:
Asus P5QL-E
Core 2 Quad Q8200
GTX250
4GB Team Elite
X-fi audio extreme
320 HD sata
LG DVD write sata


Waited for 3 hour to build the pc.Reached home at 9 and did the installation till 6am.
I LOVE MY NEW PC!
Thanks dad!

:D

Went late for school today.School start at 8am but i went for lesson at 11am.
I go school for Dnt only pls!
Skip my lunch and went straight for Dnt.Work on my artefact and Ta-Da!Finally done my DnT artefact!
Took me more then a month to do it.

After school went to play basket ball with alvin and hwee jie.Played half way my bro called me back home.He said my father wanted to talk to me.Starting i though my father gonna scold me but at the end,he said he agreed to build a PC for me!Yeah :D

After that,went back for basket ball.Hwee jie said he have to go home so alvin and i sent him home.After that saw kwan tyng :D
Then,went back to play basket ball.
Reached home at 9.30pm.

Going out tomorrow!
Blackshot!
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I'm dead happy today :DD
but imy :(

Raining days

Went for school late today with alvin and headed home early compare to others.
Reached home went to bathe.After that,took a long nap all the way till 7pm.

Finally tomorrow is the last day of extra lesson!
WHAT!!??!
School reopen next week!

Alright,I'll have to adjust my body clock before school reopen.

I want to be late for school tomorrow!
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I'm try very very hard day by day but nothing seems to attract your attention.
I'm still walking. and waiting.

Father day

HAPPY MAMA'S HUSBAND DAY!

This picture was taken 15 years ago.
People say i look like my dad :D

Sad to say,my family don't celebrate.No matter chrismas,father's day,mother's day,national day or whatever day.

Met Alvin and hwee jie at my house void deck this afternoon.Went Amk hub for lunch and walked around.Nothing to do at Amk hub so decided to go Lan play blackshot.The last time i visited Lan was like don't know how many years ago.Played for 1.5hr and went Amk central again to walked around.

Actually decided to go K Pool at night but Alvin's sister said she's not going so they came my house.Left at 10.30.
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229
imy.
No one understand and no one will.

不死心還在

不死心还在推翻命运安排
为了你活了下来给世界一场意外

还不够还没到最后
管天理容不容心还跳着就有梦
还不够不会有最后
谁说我们会选择放手

曾经过彻底毁灭的荒漠
远方你的身影开出花一朵
一路上灰暗统治的天空
绝望的狂风逼退不了你我

不死心还在推翻命运安排
为了你活了下来给世界一场意外
不死心还在拯救我们未来
这条路很愉快
你和我没有尽头才精彩

当灵魂被利剑刺穿
你的爱修复我到最坚固的状态
当冰冷再袭卷而来
胸口再没有任何破绽

曾经过彻底毁灭的荒漠
远方你的身影开出花一朵
一路上灰暗统治的天空
绝望的狂风逼退不了你我

不死心还在推翻命运安排
为了你活了下来给世界一场意外
不死心还在拯救我们未来
这条路很愉快
你和我心还在

不死心还在推翻命运安排
为了你活了下来给世界一场意外
不死心还在拯救我们未来
这条路很愉快
你和我没有尽头才精彩

Social network?

VS

VS

Social Network?
Friendster,Facebook,Plurk,Twitter?Anymore?
Isn't this what we log on to daily?

Last time was Friendster VS Facebook.
Obviously Facebook won.
Now Plurk VS Twitter.
I've no idea whose gonna win but i'm on twitter side.

The day before today.

I think Iphone 3.0 software is kinda waste of money for an Ipod Touch 1st generation.
But i still bought it yesterday night to try out.Nothing really change.They just added a spotlight feature and shuffle music by shaking the Ipod.


Woke up in the morning for school.After that,came back and took a nap till 3 plus.Prepared myself and went for drum lesson.
After lesson,went Sim Lim sqaure to check out the price for the specs i wanted for my new system.

Took 166 back to amk to meet Hwee Jie for dinner.After dinner,met alvin and his sis.Headed to K pool.Reached home at 11 plus.
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Uncomfortable

Today is NO NO good for me.
Stamach have been uncomfortable since i return from wedding dinner last night.
Slept all the way from 1st period till the last in school today.

After that,felt much better.Went to play basket ball with alvin and hwee jie.Went back home at 6pm.Start to have fever and feel like vomitting.Fever have been keep rising then.Seriously very uncomfortable.

Went to have dinner at 347.Can finished the food.After that went amk to walk around.Then headed back home.

Alright,I'm officially sick!
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用我真心来交给你，
愿你明白我真情真意。
225

Nobody know what's gonna happen next.

Time now is 12.07am and there's school tomorrow!
Just got back from my Mom's cousin Wedding dinner.

School today was like...Alvin didn't come left me and edwin.Slept for the 1st,2nd and 3rd period.After recess went for DnT.Rushed my artefact.It took me 1.5hr to combine 3 metal peices together -.-

After school went back home bathed and go alvin house to help him reformat his com.Went back home at 6 pm and prepared for tonights wedding dinner.


Went BBQ yesterday.Met alvin and yao chieh in the morning.then slowly walked to hwee jie house to meet him and his friends.Bought those BBQ stuff and headed down to 220 for BBQ.It's was a fun but i did something which was quite wrong.

Got screen by police at the end of the BBQ session.After BBQ,we went Yi Ru house viod deck to chat a while.We chatted till our past time when we were young.From black and white phone compare to Colour phone,from colour phone compare to whose phone have camera and from camera phone compare to whose phone play the loudest MP3 songs.

Don't you guys all agree?
Haha.
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imy

爱我的人和我爱的人

盼不到我爱的人
我知道我愿意再等
疼不了爱我的人
片刻柔情它骗不了人
我不是无情的人
却将你伤的最深
我不忍我不能
别再认真
忘了我的人
离不开我爱的人
我知道爱需要缘分
放不下爱我的人
因为了解他多么认真
为什么最真的心
碰不到最好的人
我不问我不能
拥在怀中
直到他变冷
爱我的人对我痴心不悔
我却为我爱的人甘心一生伤悲
在乎的人始终不对
谁对谁不必虚伪
爱我的人为我付出一切
我却为我爱的人流泪狂乱心碎
爱与被爱同样受罪
为什么不懂拒绝痴情的包围

离不开我爱的人
我知道爱需要缘分
放不下爱我的人
因为了解他多么认真
为什么最真的心
碰不到最好的人
我不问我不能
拥在怀中
直到他变冷
爱我的人对我痴心不悔
我却为我爱的人甘心一生伤悲
在乎的人始终不对
谁对谁不必虚伪
爱我的人为我付出一切
我却为我爱的人流泪狂乱心碎
爱与被爱同样受罪
为什么不懂拒绝痴情的包围
爱我的人对我痴心不悔
我却为我爱的人甘心一生伤悲
在乎的人始终不对
谁对谁不必虚伪
爱我的人为我付出一切
我却为我爱的人流泪狂乱心碎
爱与被爱同样受罪
为什么不懂拒绝痴情的包围

222

Thursday:

Went PC show to get new earphone.Then went busig to buy shirt and met jielin to take train home together.She's stupid.Laughing for no reason.

Friday:
Went for drum lesson.Lesson is fine.After lesson went to walk around with my bro and headed back home.

Saturday:Stay at home for the whole day doing nothing.

Sunday:Went to meet alvin and hwee jie to check out the item we need for tomorrow's BBQ.After that went for haircut.School's reopening soon,NO NO NO!
It's the graduating classese having extra lesson,not school reopen.
Had a short hair cut.OMG!
After the hair cut went to play basket ball.

These few days are like...
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What does 222 means?
i'm moody.
imy
and i'm the 爱你的人.

我不是真正的快乐

我已经好久好久没开心过了。
自从。。。

你不快乐
我不快乐

依然等待着。

Trust between family members

Me:Mom,when can i ever get my POSB atm card?I'm already 16
Mom:The law say only 18 then they can issuse you the card.
Me:Because you don't trust me or only after 18?Why don't you say only after 18 then you can made NRIC.
Mom:(speechless)
Me:don't trust me say don't trust me.Don't say only after 18.I not stupid one can?
Mom:(try to change subject)


Mom:Arbo i'll be your ATM la?
Me:You?Please luh.
Me:People ATM at least got interest earned.Money put with you,don't say no interest earned.Will the money get used by you also another problem ar!
Mom:whatever.

someone i could share with.

Finally get to get out with hwee jie and alvin these 2 days.
Went east coast park ride bike yesterday.Never been so tired riding bike before.From east coast starting point all the way till Old Changi Hospital and from the ride back.
After that went nearby hawker to have our dinner.


Went swimming with them today.I think the last time i swim is pri 3.LOL
Alvin was crazy!Early in the morning call me.YiKai,wanna go BBQ?i said SIAO!
took a long time to decide where to go.At the end swimming.
From 6 swimming till 8 i think.Walk all the way back home from Yio Chu Kang swimming complex.
Swimminmg was relexing luh.

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forget about the past,put down the unhappinese
and start everything fresh.
It's just temporily.

can't you tell what my mind trying to say?

Mayday Concert!

I SO SO SO SO WANNA GO TO MAYDAY DNA WORLD TOUR CONCERT!

anyone kind enough to buy the ticket for me??????


DATE
28-29 Aug 2009
Fri & Sat, 08:00PM


DURATION
Approx 2 hrs 30 mins


VENUE
Singapore Indoor Stadium


TICKET PRICE (Exclude Booking Fee)
Standard - S$178, S$148, S$118, S$88