MrYiKai's Still Fantasy Blog

Life's

2011-03-26T10:50:00.002+08:00

From baby's blog

" Hmm, haven't talked about him for quite awhile so this post would be all about
him.
I should start with his tolerance, He is great with tolerating with me
and for this 3 months plus and he have not started a fight with me . We
quarreled like 3 times? The biggest quarrel was about .... Can't remember what
was it.

Next about his sincerity, he had put in many efforts with
all the presents he gave me. Example, My birthday, first month, Valentine's day
and Sometimes he just get me stuffs that i like for no reason. We've come out
with a plan that is.. We don't celebrate 2nd3rd4th5th months, it'll be very
meaningless if i would to do that .

He will always be giving me
surprises and i love them . He'll be outside my door step early in the morning
to sent me to school , fetching me from school. He'll come all the way to
tampines to eat dinner with me. (Btw, I stay in yishun and he stays in amk )
Nobody had done this to me before. It'll be difficult to let this relation go as
he is a really good guy .

To sum up, I have the best boyfriend on
earth. I've nothing to complain about :)

Love you darling.

:))) "

My baby girl is sweet isn't it? So how am i this past few months? I would say good and bad?

Let's talk about the bad stuff. Relationship isn't easy task to handle. No matter how much time or effort you put in. "Falling in love in easy but managing it is tough" Both of us was kinda bad in communication like on the 2nd month time? We can't understand each other. We can't seems to understand what we want and what we need. As time goes by,thing slowly get bad to worst. Both of us have the intention to break up.

Luckily that wasn't the end of our relationship.It was just the beginning. Of course,both of us tried to change. She changed her mindcept and i change my way of treating her. So called " A bad boyfriend" that she wanted. She knows,she knew that why she would rather to have a bad boyfriend when a good one comes into her life? She asked me to be myself.

I believe no matter what,as long as you are being yourself.(of course must be good la) No matter good or bad,one day your true love will appreciate you.

We did talked about our relationship matter to each other,shared our own opinion.We did what we should do.Things have been good for now.She knew that all i need is her time and appreciation.

To maintain a relationship,not only comunication and understand.But also appreciate what the other party have done for you.

Late Night

2011-01-28T02:35:00.002+08:00

It's been really a long time since i last posted my blog. Hmmm let me check,the last time i posted was like on... July 24!

There's been a big change in my life.People came and people goes. The greatest person that came into my life was Queenie Chan. Met her on Amelia's Chalet on 26 nov.

Sandra had already spoke to me about her already before amelia chalet,i wasn't too interested about it cause i was try to get a relex life at that time.

Lot's of things happen this few days in my life. There's only 2 words to describe.Simply awesome. We started to hang out with each other after the chalet. Those times with her was really awesome and sweet.

On 12 dec,finally asked her for the realtionship.We could start earlier actually but i didn't want to.I want to show her my sincerity towards her therefore i gathered Weixian,Sandra,Amelia and Kim Seng to withiness how i ask my love to Queenie.

Day passes really fast.First time celebrated new year with my precious girl.The feeling of touching is really undescribeable. Together looking how fireworks explode right infront of our eyes.

Sad to say school had started.We didn't have much time for each other. The most is meeting for dinner after her school.Dating on either sat or sun.I really hope we can spend more time with each other soon.

For our relationship,so far so good?We are more open to each other.Share our own thinking and communicate everyday.Never been in this kind of relationship before. I hope in future,things still goes on smoothly.

School was fine too.Attend lesson regularily now. Of course on time. HAHAHAHA

Time now is 2.49am.
Shall try to get some sleep now.Goodnight.

Happiness are you and me.
I love you Q.cdq

(:

2010-12-26T13:08:00.001+08:00

Hello ! Queenie here,

Super boring now~ Yikai is cooking and i'm rotting !

Toodles ~ HA.

The young me.

2010-07-24T12:46:00.002+08:00

When i was very young,i went for supper with my family everynight.I always accompanied my dad for his car wash(fyi he's a cab driver) after work.
When he saw his friend he joked that i'm hs younger brother.But everyone knows i'm his son.He used to tell this to his friend.

My dad: Aiya,He now follow me,next time old liao he won't follow me.Cause he got his own friend and stuff.

At that time,my thoughs are,no matter what i will still follow you till i'm old.
Now,People can hardly see me with my dad around.My dad words are true.I've my own friends and stuff to busy for.

Dear daddy,if there's a chance to accompany you again,
i will.

Early in the morning 5am

2010-07-19T07:19:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not posting for a freaking long time due to busy-ness. I've been going out very often and coming back home really late.When i say late,it's not 12 or 2 am.It's the next day morning 7am. I need to learn how to behave and go back home early already.

Time now is 7.21am,Woke up early to accompany Yanting to text (:
It's been a long time since i wake up so early.

Caught Inception and Predator this past week.I find that Inception don't suits me even their rating are 5/5 on newspaper.Inception is more about mind games rathen then action pack movies.If you don't understand their show,you are wasting your money going in.

Predator was really nice actually! Very action pack! i give 5/5 to them! HAHAHA

Shall go to bathe now then school.See when i'm free then i shall blog agiain.Bye peeps.

Looking in your eyes,listening your voices
make this world so wonderful.

30/6/10 Part 2

2010-06-30T21:17:00.007+08:00

Went Iluma to meet weixian and sandra at 4.Girls went for window shop while guys wait.Then met Fiona at bugis street area.Walked around at bugis junction then walked to marina sqaure to find Kuan and Ariel.Ate at XinWang HK cafe and we did recording as well.Will post the video once i have them. You guys also can view it on my facebook profile.

Photos:

30/6/10 part 1

2010-06-30T21:03:00.006+08:00

Went jamming on the 28 june with Farhan,Kayu and kuanny at bugis.Had a 2 hours jam then went to have lunch at QQ noodle house.Met Kuan's friend ariel at DG then went cathay to have Aston.Recorded funny video with us eating.Then trained back home.
Pictures:

Videos:

27.6.10

2010-06-27T04:50:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps! time now is 4.50 am in the morning and i'm still not sleeping.Just got back from bishan only.
Life was great with great people around! People like,Kuan,Joel,Farhan,Jon,Chin ann and alot more :D

Went to catch IpMan :The legend is born not long ago.That show was great! Reccomended to you guys.JailBroke my Itouch not long ago too and i'm still playing with it all day long.Should jail broke it long ago! HAHAHA.

Went to my cousin's baby boy birthday celebration yesterday.He's a year old by the way.He look super chubby la! Good bonding with my cousins.

Also went Tampines for jamming with Joel,Jon,jeslin & hasby on wednesday.Jamming was good but tiring. It's been a long time since we meet as a band to jam there.Kinda miss it.

Wahhhh! I'm so so looking forward to find a... Let's forget it.
K bye~

It's my life

2010-06-14T23:54:00.002+08:00

Sorry peeps!Been really busy this few days.Just finish my work at PC Show 2010. It's really tiring.Went Jamming this afternoon. Jammed Ci xiong tong ti,Kryptonite & Sun wu kong.Had lots of fun over there. I'm gonna go hardcore during the holiday! HAHAHA.
Sit back and relex.I have a video for you guys.

Pictured

2010-05-30T02:22:00.003+08:00

Last night wedding dinner.

爱情万岁

2010-05-30T02:20:00.000+08:00

[tittle:爱情万岁]
[artise:五月天]
[alum:爱情万岁]

我需要你的体温
虽然此刻我一点也不觉得寒冷
我感到巨大的饥饿
虽然无聊满满的撑涨我的灵魂
相恋不能再倾国倾城
倾倒你心里越来越冷坚固的灵魂
此刻你也就别再等
不能再等不能再等让热情变冷
就让我吻你吻你吻你直到天明
就让我穿过你的外衣然后你的内衣
就让我吻你吻你吻你直到天明
就让我刺探你最深深深处你的秘密
就让我吻你吻你吻你直到天明
就让我穿过你的外衣然后你的内衣
就让我吻你吻你吻你直到天明
别再等待不曾降临的真理
黎明之前
只要和你
尽情嬉戏
我不在乎你的姓名
你的明天你的过去你是男是女
我是如此的清醒
不打算离去也不打算真的爱你
相恋不能再倾国倾城
倾倒你心里越来越冷坚固的灵魂
此刻你也就别再等
不能再等不能再等让热情变冷
就让我吻你吻你吻你直到天明
就让我穿过你的外衣然后你的内衣
就让我吻你吻你吻你直到天明
就让我刺探你最深深深处你的秘密
就让我吻你吻你吻你直到天明
就让我穿过你的外衣然后你的内衣
就让我吻你吻你吻你直到天明
别再等待不曾降临的真理
黎明之前
只要和你
尽情嬉戏

就让我吻你吻你吻你直到天明
就让我穿过你的外衣然后你的内衣
就让我吻你吻你吻你直到天明
就让我刺探你最深深深处你的秘密
就让我吻你吻你吻你直到天明
就让我穿过你的外衣然后你的内衣
就让我吻你吻你吻你直到天明
别再等待不曾降临的真理
黎明之前
只要和你
尽情嬉戏

A million ways to...

2010-05-29T00:27:00.002+08:00

School was alright for this week.Had Napfa test on Tuesday.Was tiring.
Had 5 items cum 2.4km.Muscle ache the next day.

I'm so lazy to elaborate everything out -.-

My birthday is coming and this really sucks.Damn shag can? No one is celebrating with me except my ITE classmate.

Shitty life.

Smaller then 3 946626.

Lonely ING

2010-05-23T01:51:00.002+08:00

孙悟空 by Van-i-tee

Jammed this at my room.

Was all alone this whole day.First went to K box to sing,then watch Ge tai at amk central stage.Then amk hub. FML!

Tired,sleepy

2010-05-20T23:56:00.002+08:00

My room became our home made jamming studio (Y)

Went late for school today.Teacher marked me for absent -.-

after lunch went back to do our project and school ended early today.Farhan,Kuan and yum came my house for jamming.Didn't expect it to be so well down and good sound from the amp.

Finally jammed my dream song Sun Wu Kong.Record some video and it's in my facebook,feel free to take a look and comment it.

Went for tua dinner just now at 7.30pm.Super full now,guess will be sleeping late cause there's no school tomorrow!

It's just so hard...

Life are shit

2010-05-19T22:35:00.002+08:00

Life have been pretty busy these days.School & Band.
Had family yesterday and we went Tampinese IKEA. It's my first time shopping there.Intended to go there to look for chair and some window shopping.In the end,dad bought 2 Tv console and 2 chairs for me and my brother each.Was kinda cheap i guess,total spend 300 plus bucks.

Dad:你为什么和她分手？
Me:不懂！
Dad:唉呀，不要紧啦！你还年青。慢慢来。
Me：哦！
Dad:你又不是不好，这样也要嫌。
Me:。。。。。。

Me: :(

Drink,Drank,Drunk

2010-05-16T05:34:00.006+08:00

Sandra's chalet on 13 may.
Pictures!

Felt really terrible and got allergies in the end but still enjoyable.

if only there's if only

2010-05-16T02:31:00.002+08:00

Yes,i broke up with her and it's hell this 2 weeks.Kept drinking and...
I should really move on,holding just fucking hurts. But i still miss her. Good memories will always stays in my heart.
Just compeleted a lyrics for her.Gonna compelete it with a song.

I'm going to aim big,Not my dream anymore.It's reality.
You guys wait :)
I will surely make something big for the future.
Day after day. Morning after morning,Night after night.
No more Mr nice guy. Only Mr... ...
ROCKSTAR.
One day everyone will scream my name and my band's name.

If only i have a time machine.
but everything wouldn't be so precious.

Sick

2010-04-26T22:38:00.009+08:00

I'm having headache and fever.School was fine today.I was shock that one of my classmate drove to school.Then during lunch time,my classmate drove me and some of my classmate to alexsandra park to accompany to replace baby's power supply.
The customer service guy said need 2 to 3 days to replace mean i'll have to come back again.Luckily he say they do delivery and loan me a power supply.Then went back for lesson late. Rush my assignment and teacher released us early.

Sigh...was moody whole evening.Kept wondering why baby is upset.Although she said there's nothing to do with me but i still hope to know. Really feeling down in the evening.Need her alot but i scare disturb her from her studies.Went to park at night for a walk. It was really dark and lonely. Don't like the feeling of it.
I know exam are round the corner,don't wish to distrub you.Scare might affect your result.I only could keep everything to myself.
Is baby happy? I need you to be happy. We must be happy.
I'm really a useless boyfriend,I've always failed to be your listening ears.Do baby need me?Can i be your listening ears? Don't hide from me ok?
I miss you...

Viva love.

2010-04-24T23:31:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 5.20am in the morning,never wake up so early before.Went to meet baby and accompany her to tpy market.
Ate prata with her and bought carrot cake home for my bro and mum.Rot all the way since the moment i'm at home till 6pm.Oh! Finally get rid of the grasshopper that stay at my home for a day.That creature was huge.
Went to baby house to have dinner at 6.30pm.Had porridge,Stingray and big prawn for dinner.It was great :D
Her brother sent me back home at 11pm.

Watching the girl you love falling asleep was the best ever thing you want.
It totally melt my heart...

The sweetest dream i'll ever do.

2010-04-22T22:42:00.002+08:00

21/4/10
Wednesday

Skip last lesson for school yesterday to meet baby up.Bought her a bear and a necklace for the 2nd month present.Wanted to give her a surprise but failed.Bused down to amk hub to have fish and co.

It's was a simple celebration,hope baby is happy with it?Actually wanted to spend more time with baby yesterday but i guess she's tired.

22/4/10
Thursday
Had presentation today in school.It was a last min prepareation for me.Cause i left school early yesterday and didn't start the Powerpoint slide at all.Rush this morning and present it during the afternoon.
After the presentation could go home,so i bused back home.Bathed and went to baby's house.Baby was cute luh,helped me to trim my eyebrown.It look kinda weird.Haha
Went for drum lesson in the evening. Serious i'm having phobia with my "this" teacher. I want jerry back,he's better for me.
Bought mushrooms fritter at plaza sing and rushed back to baby's house to have it together.Went to meet my mum at 9.30pm

No school tomorrow,means i can sleep late and wake up late.Haha.

My mind is full of you,TYL

twenty first april two thousand ten

2010-04-21T14:13:00.003+08:00

Happy second month aniversary baby :)

I love you.

dinner time.

2010-04-18T23:00:00.003+08:00

Woke up at 1 am in the afternoon and rotted at home.Webcamed with baby whole afternoon.Had maggie mee for lunch and baby invite me over her house for dinner with her family.His 2nd bro come fetch me and we went to buy Zu Cao.
Her dad cooked a fish and a pot of soup.His cooking skill was awesome.After eating,watched tv with baby and went into her room to watch the star award.Left her house at 9 plus and her 2nd bro sent me back home.

Sleeping early tonight and gonna fetch baby to school tomorrow.Goodnight :)

Had a great night and great week :)

Pictures for yesterday

2010-04-18T13:27:00.006+08:00

Warmest hug

2010-04-18T02:25:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 11am and replied baby's message.Then webcam with baby till 3 pm.Went to bathe and reached baby's house at 4 plus.Chat abit with her mum and looked at baby's childhood photo. Actually TANYILING Was very cute when she's young.Now also cute la!

6pm headed to 505 to have our dinner.Saw my uncle,greeted him and went to order Bak ku teh.When the food was served to us,i was shock that my uncle paid for us.We were like???
The we trained down from AMK to the new Stadium station.Cricle line was really fast.Was thinking of taking bus at first,haha.

Was super excited about Mayday's concert.We didn't buy the ticket,just sat outside and listen.Went to nearby shopping mall to buy drinks and tibits.There's were alot of people.Cause today both S.H.E and Mayday held the concert in singapore.Damn cool!
Left the stadium at around 9pm and went to Plaza Sing to windows shop.From Plaza Sing walked all the way to Somerset 313.Then at 10.30 trained back to amk.

Baby and i had lot of fun while walking from amk mrt to her house.Haha!
Watched tv with baby at her house till 1.30am and i went home.Had a great day with baby and i enjoyed alot.Hope we have more time like that!

A warm hug i ever need and you ever give.

Enjoyable night :)

2010-04-16T22:37:00.002+08:00

Woke up 9 am this morning cause there isn't any lesson on friday in my time table.Went to bathe and prepare.Trained down to Sim Lim Square to help my brother to buy his computer speaker.Bus back home and webcamed with baby.

Went over to baby's house before 5pm.His 2nd brother brought us out for dinner.Damn full! Baby can't finish her rice and gave me.Ate everything up.Went back to her house and left before 10pm.
Had a great evening over baby's house.Meetting tomorrow for Mayday's concert!
Goodnight!

Everything will be remain unchange but love for you will be more.

Time passes slowly without baby with me.

2010-04-14T22:36:00.002+08:00

Macpherson ITE campus was much much better then Tampinese campus.Studied there for 3 days and i'm kinda loving it. Didn't make any new friend yet,just sticking with my old tampinese friend. I'm looking forward for my course.

Bought food for baby and went up to her house before 9.Ate together with her and sat at the living room a while before i went home. I miss baby so much.Shall go te bed soon after posting.Good night peeps.

Goodnight baby :)

Goodnight kisses,goodbye kisses

Let's work hard together :)

2010-04-11T20:40:00.001+08:00

Mistake never be made or repeated.

Blessed.

:(

2010-04-11T15:32:00.002+08:00

Sigh...Who will understand me and the things that i'm thinking?For love for her i do alot of things,just want her to be happy.She always do those those things i don't wish her to do.No because i don't allow.Just heartache...
But i don't want her to be angry or upset with me.I only can silently upset with myself,heartache with myself.Sometime i wish to know what she think. I just want her to be happy and not to get hurt. Will you understand?

I know after posting this,somehow baby will be unhappy i think?but i hope to take this chance to let you change your idea.Always think,but in the end you still want to do.I have no choice but to respect your decision.I really love you alot.I doing my very best.I know you are too.

Sometime obsticles makes us stronger isn't it?I believe so.But we always don't cherish what's around his.till we lose it then we regret.
School is starting tomorrow.I have no much time to spend with her.But she's always in my heart.Hope the same goes to you :)

Today's laksa was great.Just that there's problem with the noodle we bought.So far we didn't fail any of the food we cooked. something which is good.

I love you,
i always enjoy the moment when i'm with you.
Never regret!

Truly happy.

2010-04-11T01:30:00.003+08:00

Went for jamming this afternoon with my younger bro and Ite friends.Finally get to jam Ni bu shi zhen zheng de kuai le and wen rou.Haha it's always my wish to jam.Sadly without a keyboardist.After jamming went to Plaza sing to wak alone.Then headed to somerset 313.
Trained back to AMK to meet baby.K pooled with her friends.Sent baby back home at 10pm.
Came back home webcam with b and talk to her on the phone.

Meeting baby tomorrow for cooking laksa.Haha,it's been a long time since we cook.

With you,i'm not alone.
I'm truly happy :)

East side.

2010-04-08T01:29:00.002+08:00

I can't believe baby wanted to go with me to mayday's concert on this 17th.Unbelieveable.

Went out with baby on tuesday,we went to the east side.Took bus 59 early in the morning to Changi village.Enjoy the scenery then headed to nearby hawker to eat.We ate Londong.

Then we went to take bus and bus down to tampines.Windowshop all the 3 shopping mall in tampines.We also went to catch the movie kidnappers.It's was awesome.

Then baby came to my house awhile for L4D. Sent baby to busstop at 6 because i'm having family day with my family.Had a great day with baby and i enjoy the time being with her.I can't get enough of it.

I love you and i know you love me too :)

九号球

2010-04-04T02:51:00.002+08:00

Just finishing talking to b on the phone.
Celebrated geok hwee and rachel birthday today.Met b at 2.40 pm and pass her strepsils.Accompany her to Amk hub to wait for her friends.
Then my friends and i went 215 for light lunch.After that bus down to hougang cc.Sang a few songs then cab down to Amk to find baby cause i went to the wrong bus stop.Had my dinner accompanied by baby then sent baby home.Took bus back to hougang and i relise i lost my way.My friend come to find me and bus back to amk.Then went to park mac for their dinner.I had the mac cafe's hot chocolate.damn nice (Y)

I feel bad for keeping baby awake till so late.

Moodless

2010-04-02T13:44:00.003+08:00

Actually meeting my girl at 12,then i recieved her message in the morning that she gonna have tuition tonight at 7pm.I said nevermind we go tampinese then come back ealier.In the end we didn't meet up. Sigh,i'm rotting at home.She gonna go out with her family soon. Don't know should be upset or angry but i dont blame her.

(Edited)
Met baby in the end and i met her twice even :)
I love to see her!

Arhh,i miss you baby.

Happy yet upset.

2010-03-24T02:25:00.002+08:00

Time now is 2.26am.I'm still listening to my fav band mayday's song and not sleeping yet.
Well,during these few weeks i finally know.I know everything.
Those days i without a girlfriend,those days we hanged around together,those days we ate together,went toilet together and everything. My ex good friend,the best i ever found on the earth.My brother Alvin. Everything is different and it have come to an end.I'm tired about You,hwee jie and me thingy.I already tried to be close with him but did you try? It's upsetting actually. Hope you didn't choose the wrong person that you choose. Bye bro,i mean friend.
Miss those memories we had during secondary school days

I've given up on our friendship,now is the time to put everything on my relationship,on studies.Having school holidays now.Nothing much to do cause my girlfriend having school during week days.She's busy with her studies so doesn't have much time with her. Hope after her Os we can hang out often.

Yikai where are you?Why are you living in your own world?Be alive please...
I miss my baby girl.

21032010

2010-03-21T02:56:00.002+08:00

Happy first month baby :)

Did you got the words i told you while we are webcaming?

Those are true,deeply from my heart.

I LOVE YOU.

2 is better then 1

Dinner over my place

2010-03-18T00:23:00.003+08:00

Baby came over to my house at 12 plus.Help her to install Microsoft office 2003 but failed so we gonna go to SimLim and get one on friday. Baby agreed to stay at my house for dinner.Waited for my mum to cook and we started eating around 5 plus.Didn't really do alot of stuff today,camp at my house for the whole day.Sent baby to bus stop at 7.

Sweet stuff....my god!

I'm sorry,

4 more day :)

2010-03-17T00:16:00.002+08:00

Sunday 14/3
Met baby 11.30am at amk hub to buy ingredient for the creamy spag instead of Yong Tau foo.Bought crabmeat stick,mushroom and the source.
After that headed to my home to cook our spag,i also helped her to upgrade from vista to windows 7 on her new lappy.I found that he New lappy specs is exactly same as mine.Haha,Couple laptop yeah?
Sent baby back home and went to find friend to slack.

Monday 15/3
Didn't go to school on monday cause school was having rehearsal for guaduation.So met up with Yi Ru and Angeline in the morning.Went to Junction 8 to have mac for breakfast.After that baby came,window shop around at J8 then back amk to slack.Yi ru's mum called and she need helper to fold 金纸 so me and baby went to help.Then sent baby back home around 8.

Tuesday 16/3

Today was the last day of school in tampinese ITE,had our Graduation day.Performance was boring.After the performance went back to amk to find baby.Then both of us walk to Park mac to find Yi Ru and angeline. After my meals,we took bus to bugis to window shop.Then went to clake quay with baby.Ate bak ku teh with baby.The bak ku teh there was really nice,ate till i bloated.Then went to river side there to see the nice view.Sad that we didn't took photos.
Cabbed back to amk with baby then i took bus back home.

Baby,don't disappont me.
I love you.

Being human.

2010-03-13T00:15:00.002+08:00

Watched Being Human at amk hub with baby.Find this movie is a lectuaring movie rather then a comedy.Learnt alot of things from these movie.Actually there's every lesson to be learn in every movie.I think this movie want to communicate with us that "Whatever we do,we must know every consequences after every choice.Think before we do" People always do without thinking,in the end we get regret of what we did earlier.

Like Jack Neo scandals,for sure he did something wrong to his family.He regretted for what he did.There's a chinese word saying “早知今日，何必当初？”If we really know what's gonna happen,we sure won't gonna do it.But some people still do it. think,Think,THINKKK!!!

Live with no regret in this world!

I have no regret what i've chosen,I've been bad before.The most important is whether you know how to 回头 and 悔改。

Stupid ass! baby love

2010-03-08T22:24:00.002+08:00

Sunday

Should be meeting baby at 11am in the morning but i woke up late at 11.Baby already on the bus to my house,i hurried get up and bathed.Prepared the food to be unfrozen ehilr waiting for baby to arrive. I've never cook 鱼片米粉 before. Tried to add lots of stuff in the soup base.cook and boil there and here.We never know that my first attempt could be so sucessful :)
After that sent baby home cause she's having tuition.

Then went home bathed,went to meet alvin they all.Decided to go watch a mvoie named Happy go lucky.The show damn funny.I think everybody should go and watch.

Monday
Fuck up and felt left alone for today.
Met baby for kfc after school and sent her home :)
Bad day today.

Baby trust me,
i wion't show anger in you.
Don't have to be afraid :)

birthday brother

2010-03-07T02:37:00.002+08:00

Time now is 2.38 am and i'm still right here blogging.Just got back from alvin's house and bathed.
Happy birthday Alvin Ong.

Celebrated Alvin's birthday today.Woke up late this morning,quickly bathed and get prepared.Met everyone at Amk cc then bused down to Novena Square.Walk walkin novena to kill time then headed to Chin huat live seafood to have steamboat.The Food there damn nice,everythings is free flow! After that went back to amk,Bought a cake then bus down to alvin house at 8 plus.

Know what?? We left the bloody cake on the bus!Planned to buy a new cake but there isn't any shop selling there so we gave it up.Super upset at that time.Cause it's like a birthday without a birthday cake?Then Alvin's sis and uncle went somewhere to buy in the end. Before we are ready for the cake,the girls and the birthday boy got drunk.So the boys have no choice and cut the cake without the girls.At around 1 plus my dad drove me back home.
Oh,it's super fun watching people drunk.Cause everyone said their heart out.Haha

Need to wake up 9 plus in the morning tomorrow,meeting baby to cook Yu Bian Mee Fen :D

baby is irreplacable.

Best food made is by love

2010-03-05T22:04:00.002+08:00

Woke up in the morning while i'm preparing for school,my stamach started to pain. No choice but i still have to go. Baby know about it and she said she gonna miss her lesson and come my house to cook porridge.How nice of her :)

She came around at 2pm,cooked scallop porridge for me.The best food i ever ate. It's like nobody care so much for me before.When i'm sick,my parent just called me to go see the doctor.
I just have stamach pain and my girl cooked something of me.It's like so touching. The best food are not those from 5 star hotel or what.The best food is by using your heart to cook it.

Thanks baby :)
ILoveYou

the tenth day

2010-03-03T21:42:00.003+08:00

Happy 10th day baby :)

Woke up in the morning at 6 am. Iron my clothes and get prepared then met baby at mrt station at 7am.Went thomson prata house to have breakfast.I ate 3 prata while baby ate only 1 and she's complanning full! Went to my house to rest till 1am.

Bathed and baby get changed,headed to clake quay with bus 166 then trained to plaza singapura.Windowed shopping and watched a movie tittled Hot Summer Days. The movie was awesome! (Y)

Trained back to my house and sent baby off at 8.30pm.

First time to have such a long day with you,really enjoyed and happy :)

Hope there's next time!

to baby:
I don't mind you kept those historic pictures and messages with you,just wanted to know that whose the really one in your heart, 1 or 2?
I thank you.

Iloveyou baby!

first week

2010-02-28T20:17:00.002+08:00

Happy first week baby!
woke up 11am in the morning and first thing first was to reply baby's msg.Met baby 12.30 at amk mrt.Went hub to buy ingredient for spag.Baby was so good that she paid for the ingredient and i treat her mango snow ice :D

Walked from hub all the way to my house,Cooked our spag.I cut my hand while i was openning the mushroom can.Baby cooked the noodle and i cooked the sauce.The outcome was damn nice.Watched Love Guru while eating.Damn funny this show.After eating baby did her homework then i sent baby to take cab at 4pm.

The moment we are together is the sweetest moment :)

5th day of the love story

2010-02-26T08:43:00.002+08:00

Gave school a miss yesterday.Went to alvin's house to slack a while then we went to have our breakfast nearby his house.After our breakfast we bus to AMK cc.
From 12pm waited b till 4.Met her outside her school and went to my house.It's my first time that i brough my gf home.Damn guilty cause i have nothing good to eat for her at home,just cooked instand noodle for her.After that i went to bathe while she stays at my room.

My dad saw her! LOL,he asked is that my gf.I was like... ...
She damn lucky,it's my first time seeing my dad gaving ang bao to someone.
After that i sent her home and went for drum lesson.

Baby,i love you badly.
I miss you badly.

New biginning,New start

2010-02-25T10:26:00.003+08:00

Happy chinese new year and belated valentine's day guys.
Finally found my love. 我的第二个初恋。
Not more emo post on my blog liao,New biginning,fresh start.
Have been meeting her this few days,treasuring and cherishing every moment being with her.
恋爱 ING! :D

School was pretty fine.Been skipping lesson this few days too.
I'm happy with my life now.

Next thing to head pain about is alvin,Wonder how to celebrate his birthday and stuff.hmmm
first time trying to plan his birthday,hope he have a unforgetable one :)

I don’t want to be your number one. I want to be your only one.
To love you is what I LOVE TO DO. ♥
I love you baby. :)

what can i really do?

2010-02-08T20:10:00.002+08:00

I feeling terrible.There's isn't anyone who can help me or talk to me.
What can i really do?Who understand?
Being faithful sucks.So what you are faithful?
what's the point being nice and good but no one appreciate?I shall be a jerk then.
You,you,you,YOU. Those i've fall for...
I'm really tired,REALLY!
I want nothing.
Do i have a choice?

Loving someone who can't love you back? You're waiting a bus to stop at the train station.
Very true.
No one will love me actually.

There's always this 1 question that keeps me up at night. Are you my greatest love, or disappointment in my life?
Goodbye,

The moment

2010-01-27T20:19:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not posting for a long long time.Have been busy now a days.Outing with friend etc etc...
Life has been great.Normal routine daily,Schools,friends,music and her...

Speaking of her,well don't know what to say.Just to hope maircles would happen.

Today attended CM and skip my PE lesson.Went for jamming asusual with ITE friends then went Simei ITE to meet alvin.I sneek into that campus and his class.Damn fun.Will be visiting my secondary school very soon.Miss those friends.

What to do?
Waiting...

Brothers

2010-01-27T20:15:00.002+08:00

This brother of mine had been with me for 4 years already.He never fail to make me laugh.Since sec 1 till now,we always fight and share laughter.Where ever we go you will find us together.Few weeks back we are not that close due to some reason,but now.We are close as usual.

Lets be brothers,good friend for the rest of our life.

Cheers!

the fourth week

2010-01-27T20:11:00.005+08:00

ITE has been a great place with great friends around.Those are the guys that i always go jamming with. They are really good with it. It's been the 4th week already,6 more weeks to go with them,After that will be in our own course already.

Give the best moment and capture it :)

I'm back

2010-01-14T18:40:00.003+08:00

Back to blog.Sch was fine.Got really motivated to go to sch everyday.Cause what we learn at ITE is very different from secondary school.Although the sch hours is quite long but it's very slack.No hair check nothing.they su kah su kah give you 15,30,60 min break.I even have a 3 hr recess before.

Know aabit of friend in the class,and some of them plays music too.Went to jam a few days back.They're quite good.

The one thing i really hate was the bus trip.Had to wake up so early for the bus.Too me 1 hr plus to reach tampinese from amk.

you're the greatest in all
and i miss you,

I'm not happy.

2010-01-06T18:58:00.003+08:00

Why does i feel upset?
why?
I hate my fucking world.
whatever i do is a waste of time.
It's been 16 years.
I'm gonna wait some more or what?
Isn't there's something to make me feel happy?
My black and white world.
There's no colour.
No you,
only me,
alone.

Don't feel like going anywhere,
just wanna school and home.
i'm hungry,i'm tired.
moodless for everything.Life sucks.
she doesn't care.

:(

4/1/10

2010-01-04T20:41:00.002+08:00

BYE :(

celebration of new year.

2010-01-03T20:32:00.002+08:00

Went to report at macpherson ite on 31st dec.Had to report to tampines campus for 3 months for preparetory course then back to macpherson for full 2 year course.
Bought my uniform and pe shirt but the pants is out of stock.Then headed back to 215.
Ate my lunch with ivan then get to know a new friend.

Went back home to get change and go to meet my friend at 216.Actually planned to go town to count down but in the end went amk hub to watch movie.Wah lao,new year eve leh.How can we go amk hub watch movie?Watched vampire asistant.It's kinda comedy?Quite nice though.
Then they went 226 for drinks.After that they decided to go Yi Ming house play mahjong while i slept there.Woke up next morning and went home,dad was scolding.

In the afternoon dad brough me and my bro for dinner,Then went to buy school shoes and my long pants.After that go back home to webcam.

Next day which was yesterday,went to library.Accompany her while she was doing her homework.After that went 215 to dye my hair black.Super love it cause it made my hair to look thicker.
School will be opening tomorrow.Very excited about it but i hate my long bus trip.Shall sleep in the bus.

What am i afraid of?

2010-01-03T19:47:00.003+08:00

现在正在听五月天的温柔，不知为什么，心情不是很好。有点难过不高兴。
总觉得有点怕怕。

有时候笑得多，会很累，很想哭，也许因为不是真正的快乐而笑。。。

伤心过后，总是觉得快乐是很昂贵的东西，所以有时也试着去寻找小小的欢笑。
可惜，我分辨不到那是否是真正的快乐。
我以为我快乐，我以为能让全世界快乐。然而。。。我不是真正的快乐。

我以为我爱孤独
我以为自己不会迷路
我以为自己跟自己
我以为再不用谁照顾
可是。。。

我爱你。慧

Bye 2009

2010-01-01T11:31:00.003+08:00

It's a brand new year and a brand new biginning.Gonna start everything afresh.First thing first,Happy new year to all.Will be heading to tampines ite for 3 months course and then back to macpherson for 2 years course.Well,hope i will be able to make it in a new enviroment.

2009 is not really a great year for me,there's up and down.Let's talk about the happy side.
I was really shock when i recieved my N level result.I didn't know i could get promoted to sec 5 despite of not studying during N.
In the end i still choose to go ITE.
Another thing was,i bought my own drum set.My dad was really at first but still he let me to own one,Although it's old but who cares?
Oh oh,My computer i bought this year,not trying to show off but without anyone's help,i builded myself a core 2 quad monster.I really love my monster alot.
Those friends i made in 2009.Well,they cared about me.I'm happy with them :)
And also,With my determination,i lost 30kg in 7 months.OK,that's amazing.

Now to the sad part.I really wasted a lot of time in her.I didn't expect she can make the diiffrence.As in,in my life,i have never fall for such girl so deep till i couldn't get myself up before.It's amazing.She's still my first love anyway.

Next,i need to apologise to Edwin bro and those who i hanged out with in the year 2008 and 2009.I have neglect all you guys.Everything is different.the world is changing,so am i.But still i will try my best to be the same as last time alright?

I had always be alone in the past.Same for now.Sad to say,i really need and someone who can listen to me,to share with me everything.Give her the best that i could.But,sigh...
Well,i had really been emoing the whole year.I'm asking myself a question,who will appreciate me?All the things that i did,Did i ever harm you guys?

actually i have more to speak but my brain can't function quite well now.There should be alot of mistake in this post.I apologise for that.Have not been sleeping well now a days.My eyes had been swollen for almost a week.Will be posting how i celebrate my new year count down very soon.Takecare guys alright? I really miss secondary school life.
Last thing i wanted to say is,

imy.

last day of 2009

2009-12-31T04:15:00.002+08:00

2010 is around the corner.Gonna wish you guys a happy new year first.
Woke up at 11 in the morning,bathed and got myself prepared.Took bus 88 to pasir ris to meet up friends.Watched avatar again.It's a nice movie,who cares?
Then train down to sentosa to celebrated Yi Ru's birthday.Great yeah?Took cab home with Yi ru and reached home by 4 am.

Need to go down to macpherson tomorrow,mixed up the date,should be tomorrow.Got to go guys,bye.

Macpherson.

2009-12-30T00:25:00.002+08:00

Got posted to macpherson ITE.Did not get the course i really want but at least it's still info com.Gotten into Information System Quality course.Tomorrow morning have to report to that campus to do the registration matters.

Long day tomorrow,wish me goodluck :D
I gonna love tomorow.
Can't wait.

Hate that lonely night,

MERRY X'mas!

2009-12-25T08:17:00.003+08:00

Jingle pau jingle pau jingle char siew pau.Merry chrismas people!
I've been drunk again -.-
Went out late last night.Meet them at 216 and went 215 for dinner.Ordered crab.Nice (Y)After that went Yi Ming house there to wait for him then trained down to orcahrd to count down chrismas.Bought snow spray,Spraied people and got spraied by people,damn fun.Then headed down to pasir ris.Started to get moodless but had someone to msg :D
Then went for some wine,Got drunk and vomitted.Bus back home alone.

Time now is 8.21am.Later still have to go swimming with uncle at 1pm.Then gonna watch avatar later on.Great chrismas for me but tiring.Gonna go to bed and sleep a while.

Bye people!

imy

Drunk

2009-12-20T14:04:00.002+08:00

Celebrated shirley and yi ru bithday in advance yesterday.Went to HomeTeam KTV club.The Ktv there was much better then chinatown.Worth the money.Alvin ordered food and drinks.We sang,we laugh,we eat.Had our time enjoyed.Then the beer came.i drank and got drunk.The worst is yao chieh.

Took cab to alvin house,Alvin mum help us to wake us up.Her method was OMG!She used hot water on the towel and wipe us up.Hot can!After that they went to ton and i head back home.

Did i do the right thing?
I have no idea at that time.

Higher nitec here i come

2009-12-18T22:35:00.003+08:00

Hey,Got back my result this afternoon.
I make it to sec 5.I was totally shock seriously!
But after some thoughs,i decided to go higher nitec.I find sec 5 doesn't suits me.I'm better on skill and hands on.So yup.
Anyway congrat to those who got promoted and to those who didn't,Don't be upset.I bet you tried your best.

Gonna choose my courses now,Bye~

You're the one that i texted.

I'm back

2009-12-16T12:53:00.002+08:00

Finally got back from chalet.I had a great time there.Went quite late on the first day.Reach there around 8pm and start to bbq.After that went to bed but can't sleep at all.Woke up at 11 in the morning to use com.Luckily i brought my laptop there.Waited for some to wake up and went to buy Mac for breakfast.Then rotting in chalet cause it was raining.

When the rain stop,we went for swimming.After that we get bathed and had our bbq.After the fodd it was the beer time.Drank alot,it's was my first time drinking so much.Lot's of people got drunk and vommited.After that i went for sleep.Woke up in the morning at 5.Went to nearby mac or breakfast and went back chalet to prepare for check out.

When i was drunk last night,
i prepare a msg for you,
but i don't have the courage to sent.

Excited!

2009-12-14T15:23:00.002+08:00

Sunday 13 dec
Woke up at 3.30 pm and call glen but he didn't pick up my call.Went to bathe and prepare,then called him up again.After that took cab down to keith's house and place my things there.
Took bus 88 to amk cc to gather with friends and went down to wendy's bbq.

bbq around 2 plus and took cab home to keith's house.Was very tired and wanted to sleep but can't sleep.Awake for the whole day.Today will be going to chalet for 3 days.Anything text or call my phone.

Very exited for the chalet.to be honest it's my first time staying for chalet.It gonna be fun!
Bye~

missing you all day long,

rockstar that misses the beats.

2009-12-12T02:42:00.003+08:00

Had been rotting at CC now a days.
Went for drum lesson today.The lesson was alright.After lesson went back cc.Had dinner and celebrated Kelvan's Birthday.Gonna ton this sunday with bros and chalet on this coming monday.Damn excited can!Never go for chalet before.

Jamming tomorrow :D

You'll never know the one i'm waiting is you.

time flies

2009-12-07T01:14:00.002+08:00

Woah!Time flies...
Have been busying with my own stuf lately.Going town,CC,etc etc.
Celebrated ah kor birthday yesterday night.No special.Just bought a cake,Cause he have to rush down to other place.

Went to bedok north for you keng this moring.It's super tiring.Went to have supper and headed back home at 12.
I think will be waking up early for gym tomorrow.Bye

以为我爱孤独
以为自己不会迷路
以为自己跟自己
再不用谁照顾

music the best

2009-12-01T23:56:00.002+08:00

Add a album to my Mayday's collect.Like finally!Getting for of it.

Didn't went to coolect bone,father was sleeping.Went town to celebrate Nick birthday.He's cute la!After that went to walk around at HMV and fareast.Bus back home from there.Reached at my busstop and i started to vomit.Have no idea why.Had a great day with them :D

I left with 6 bucks for the week!
Help!

That's the moment.

Life's not easy.

2009-11-30T19:30:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the mia or what.Finally my uncle's funeral has ended.He died on thurday morning,place at opposite amk hub,S11.Yeah,newspaper has it.Thought me and my uncle are not that close but we are related.Went down to funeral these 4 days.Everybody was crying.It's really sad to see.He's just 58 years old.

Tomorrow will be heading to mandai to collect the bones i think.Some more these days i have to go for tua's dinner.My plan are like...Maybe wait till thurday or friday then i have the free time to go down CC.
Shall stop here.

What if i go faraway one day?

long day,far away

2009-11-26T03:37:00.002+08:00

Went to work with Yi Ru,Angeline and Gh at expo.Stock up things and earned 30 bucks for the day.Will be going to interview at taka with spancer tomorrow afternoon.

Midnight movie was great with bros.Watched Raging Phoenix.Actually wanted to watch 2012 but majority wanted to was that so no choice.But still a great movie :D

Reached back home at 3am.I'm tired.

What's love and what's hate?

take me that i'm dead

2009-11-24T00:17:00.002+08:00

Today was great.,went to amk 77 street to have my new peircing.After that went cc to play bball.Then,went to have dinner with kelvan at 215.After dinner keith jio me to bishan to play ball.So borrowed Kelvan's shoes and pants.Came back to amk around 10.
Headed to cc then home.
Arhhh!Can't bathe propely with the new peircing.FUCK!

i'm like a somebody that you never know.

Hair!

2009-11-20T01:40:00.005+08:00

I want a nice long thick hair like masa(the person on the extreme right,the last person on the picture)
I think it's damn cool have have his hair on my head :D
It will take years to grow too :(

I a need job...

2009-11-20T01:10:00.002+08:00

Met A,F,M & Y on tuesday.Woke up late that day and i though i was late in the end never.Met them at hougang that train down to marina bay.Took bus to marina barrage.That place is totally boomz,i mean awesome.Took lot's of pictures.
After that the weather was not really good and decide to go off 1st.Started to rain when we are on the way to the bus stop.blah blah blah.Took the right bus but stop at the wrong stop.After that i took train home 1st while they went bugis to shop for prom.

Now a days have benn rotting at AMK cc.I seriously need a job.Any lobang people??

Those days...

Brothership love

2009-11-16T02:21:00.002+08:00

Time now is 2.22am
Currently listen to my fav mayday's song :)

Woke up at 1 plus,washed up and went to 215 to have my lunch.Last min Zong da ask me to go sentosa so i went.Had fun with my brothers :D
Went back to vivo at 7 plus to have our dinner.Zong da had to go first because he have something to attend to.Sorry about that.After dinner took bus back home.Crapped with ym,keith,glen and rowell on the bus.Reached home around 11.

Gonna meet A,F,M,Y&W to celebrate fel birthday.
Happy birthday pubor mei!
Finally 16 :D
Fast!
It's been a year since i first met them.

说总有一天我能忘记最深爱的他
为什么呢想念每天都增加

What to do?

2009-11-13T03:19:00.002+08:00

Haha,sometimes i'm thinking that am i a fool or am i stupid?
Why treat people so good when some people don't appreciate?
I can't find any reason.
Maybe i'm use to it?
Maybe i'm like my father?
I love to see those smiles on everyone faces.
It make me happy too.
I know sometime i did something wrong or said the wrong stuff,but just wanna get a smiple smile on everybodys face.
Am i good? I don't think so
Am i bad? Am i really that good?
What can i do better to statisfied myself?
I don't know.
Am i avoiding or facing the facts?
I don't know?

The only thing i know that i'm alone.
But when you're alone,
music is your best partner.
I think...

i miss you

Let's rock \m/

2009-11-11T00:49:00.003+08:00

Sorry for not blogging for so many many days.Been going out and heading home late these days.
Finally met up with kwan tyng and her friend,Bai Lu.Went to chinatown's 10 dollar club to K yesterday.Hate to wait for CT 8.Took so long in the end cab down to chinatown.
Sing till all the way till 6.Didn't sing all mayday song,boooooo.Heard a song called ah ma de hua.Damn emotional.
Cab back to amk hub and went to grandma house for dinner.
Overall I had a great day :D

Pictures:
My 1st ever picture with her :D

I look weird here.

Snapshot!

shattered dreams

2009-11-07T02:31:00.000+08:00

If you'll know what i'm thinking...

i'm useless

2009-11-06T02:27:00.002+08:00

Wondering if anyone reads my blog...

No drum lesson tomorrow and intended to go malaysia with my uncle tomorrow but my bloody passport expired.These few days was having the same routine,AMK CC.
Super moody this afternoon,Don't know why.Jealousy kills.
Think of my past and my family then started to...

I'm tired,
I'm jealous,
I concern,
I care,
I'm stupid,
I'm useless,
I love you.

sadden...

2009-11-02T01:10:00.004+08:00

Went to find yi ru in the afternoon,together went to amk cc.Had our lunch and decided to go cc for ktv session.Sing all the way till 5.30 and we went to slack around.
Went home at 11pm.Don't feel like going work for tomorrow.
Recieved a call from my dad.
Kp me straight away for not going to work tomorrow.And asked me why i'm going out everyday also why did i highlighted my hair.
Damn fucked up and upset.
How i wish there's someone there.

人生海海，
痛苦。

forever

2009-11-01T03:23:00.002+08:00

不管怎样过怎样变的人
永远的永远我是哪个人
爱过的一切
我全都不放
不管天涯海角

what?

2009-11-01T00:35:00.002+08:00

Life was slack without work.Last day for tomorrow and will be going to work on monday.
Went for hair highlight this afternoon.Super nice.Then started to rain...
Headed to temple for bbq with YC and back to 216.
Chat around with friend and headed back home at 11.30

Happy halloween people!

working is tiring.

2009-10-30T00:05:00.002+08:00

Went for work this 2 days.It's kinda fun with YC and HJ but tiring.Went amk cc once we finiush out work.
Seriously stressed up by something.Been thinking and thinking and thinking but i couldn't get the answer.
What's wrong with me?I've no one to talk to.
I'm really tired about everything.

多么害怕在未来
人类对一切习惯
拿着字典一页页的翻
始终找不到的那一个字
叫做
“爱”

stressed.

2009-10-30T00:03:00.001+08:00

Nobody fucking understand me.
I can't even fucking understand my fucking self.
I'm just a useless guy.
Just let me rot.
I've no faith and confidence.

4th performance :)

2009-10-24T01:00:00.002+08:00

Finally uploaded my 4th performance on youtube.
It was performed on 21st oct.
Tittle called Gou Ai.

Alvin came back today :D
He bought stuff for me.1 lighter and a perfume.Thanks Bro!
Slack at amk cc for the whole day and played zombie at night.Was fun but smelly.

The magic for for you is,
Cheris.

we're still your friend,we have not change.
We're here for you.
Think before you do anything.
What's right and wrong.

So what now?Can i trust?

2009-10-23T01:00:00.002+08:00

Actually wanted accompany hwee jie to go dental appointment but...Went to CC to find YC instead.Was really unhappy and bored.Went to cc KTV to sing.Felt much better during the singing session but mood changed after the session end.

Finally got my Smackdown vs Raw 2010.Shall go play it right now.Bye!

You'll nenver know what's going through my mind
and it's upsetting...

I LOVE YOU 无望

2009-10-21T12:45:00.003+08:00

Yesterday:
Woke up at 11 plus to get myself prepared and headed over to my bro's school.Had rehearsal there.From 2 plus rehears all the way till 5plus.After that bus down to amk cc to find hwee jie.At night went to Yi Ru's house to test pants and return back home at 12.

My 4th performance,tonight at anderson secondary.
It's been a long time since my last performance.Hope today goes well.

我就是这种人我身边什么都没有
只有对你的思念
陪伴我的每一天
just you...

Problems everyday and everywhere.

2009-10-19T22:42:00.004+08:00

Woke up at 9.45am.Meeting hwee jie at 10am,call me mum to wake me up at 8.30 but she say i was not responding.I've totally no idea that she calling me up.
Yc came look for me then together went to find hwee jie and friends.Went bishan park there to prawn.Caught 13 and i ate 1.Didn't had a change to prawn.After that Yi ru join us along and went back to CC.Slack there a while and went amk for dinner.Sent shermaine and 940 to Mrt station and walk to grandma house alone.

Don't stress about the stuff anymore,yiru.
Alvin!Faster come back!

What can i do more?
jealousy seriously sucks.

Can't be the facts.

2009-10-18T01:40:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 10 plus this morning,get myself prepared and went to meet 940 and Yi ru.Took bus 132 to far east.Nothing caught my eyes.Trained down to Bugis street.Bought 3 item.
1 jacket,shoes and a pant.Then went pastamania for lunch.Brought 150 bucks out and i left with 4 bucks now.
I'm broke for the week.

After that went to find hwee jie,yao chieh and spancer.940,hj,Yi Ru and YC came my house for guitar hero.Left at 9pm.Went for light dinner after that and returned home at 11pm.

I'm waiting...
Time never die,

Is todaay a mistake?

2009-10-16T00:39:00.002+08:00

Something is bothering me for the whole day but i don't know what.
Is knowing you guys a mistake?
I've been thinking.
Ever since i know you guys,I've been home late,Result going down,etc...
Where's the old me?
I don't know.

Same routine.Met friends outside their school then went for breakfast,lunch/dinner.Ordered burger.YES,burger is my meal for the day.Slack at T-net then went to play basket ball for a while.Leave t-net at 7 and went to watch ge tai all the way till 11.Went home and here i am now.Sitting alone thinking of stuff.

Who can i trust?
no one if there for me.

I think i miss peirce secondary

2009-10-15T00:39:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 10 plus today.Bro say i need to go for their school audition for the performace.While i'm ready to go,he said i can remain at home,don't have to attend the session.Went to have breakfast with mum at amk hub this morning.It's been a long time that i've been hanging out with my mum alone.Mum bought a belt for me :D

After that went to meet friends at 229.Chat a while and i went home early cause i having family day.Went to see doctor for my skin then have dinner at hougang.Went to my father's friend house.It's been 7 years since i went there.I was so small then.Went home at 10.30.

I'm an asshole
and I LOVE YOU

这是我的倔强。

2009-10-14T00:44:00.002+08:00

1st day of holiday.
Woke up at 11 plus.Used comp and went to find alvin.Met friend and went for lunch.After that went CC to play basket ball then slack all the way till night.That's how i spend my 1st day.
LOL.
I should go find something meaningful.
Any JOB??

什么是相信？
What's belive?
我的相信呢？
What's my believe?
这只能让你来说。
Only you can tell...

Insanity

2009-10-13T00:40:00.002+08:00

My skin is going from bad to worst!

Woke up at 11 pus this morning.Use comp a while and went to bathe.Prepared myself and went to sch with alvin to take my last paper which was DnT!After my paper i was like,YEAH!
But also sad to leave the school luh,I know i can't make it to sec 5.Growing up in this school for 4 years.i've changed alot in this 4 years time.And also make lots of friends.

After my paper went to 229,problem there.After that went alvin house to dye hair.Went back home to bathe and get change.Met friends again and went temple to help.Went back home at 11.30pm

Time to go hardcore!Gonna work,make new friends,work on band,etc....

Most important is you.

you make me insane.

2009-10-11T22:40:00.002+08:00

Saturday:

Went to meet hwee jie at 1pm for breakfast/lunch.After lunch went temple a while then went to meet yc and yi ru at cc.Slack at T-net till alvin come.Bought a bicycle from ah kor but don't know how to reply to my father.Alvin they all went to take their bike and we ride to temple a while.Went to lower peirce at 10pm.Ride there around and i went back home earlier at 12am.

Sunday:

Ride my newly bought bike to T-net to find them.Had lunch at 215 then went back CC.Slack there for the whole day,then around 7 YC and yi ru need to go temple so i went back home first.

Last paper tomorrow and i'm going hardcore.
Hair dying session tomorrow with alvin.Yi Ru helping us to dye!
Anyone got job recomend?

skin is taring,
as well as my heart.

everything i do...

2009-10-09T22:43:00.002+08:00

My skins is totally red now!
No school today!
Went to sentosa this morning.Met friends around 10.30am and bused down to vivo city.Took the train to sentosa silloso beach.First thing first went to play sea water with them after that suntan.The weather was seriously burning so it's a good day to sun.
After that all felt hungry and we went to bathe.Ate burger king at vivo and took bused back to amk :D My skin started to burn on the bus.It was totally red.Went to amk cc.Felt so uncomfortable then we went for a drink and i went back home early.

Overall it's a great day today.Oh,i skipped my drum lesson :x
Gonna rest early tonight,can't tahan the pain on my body!

Never felt this way before...

If you ever care...

2009-10-08T23:46:00.002+08:00

Had my maths paper 2 and geography paper today.Maths paper 2 was easy while geo...haha CMI.
Went CC to meet them before my second paper start.After the end of second paper also went down cc to find them.Slack around and went home to change.Met friends again and we went for dinner after that.Went tua a while and headed back to CC again.
There's problem outside so went down with them to check it out.In the end waste our energy going there.

Went back home around 10 plus.
Sentosa tomorrow :D
One more paper and i'm going hardcore!

Will you?

Catch the ball.

2009-10-06T21:53:00.002+08:00

Was sleeping soundly and then woke up by alvin's call.Basket!
Bathed and went to meet alvin.Paper starting at 2 so went to meet friends first after their paper.Had lunch together and went off with alvin around 1 plus.I was super stressed up before entering the exam hall.
Maths paper leh!

After maths went damn high!Paper was easy overall!Kept comparing answer with my friend.haha
No paper tomorrow so don't have to go to school.Can sleep late and wake up late.
Went to have steamboat with family just now,damn full right now!
Any solution?LOL

fail to plan,
plan to fail

Going hardcore after N

2009-10-05T21:28:00.004+08:00

Had jamming session last night at Fourtone.It's been a long time since i went there.Jammed hard there.Enjoyed!Went home with my brother after that.

Had Sci paper today.Phy was easy but not chem.After paper went to meet friend to have lunch and slack around near my house.Went back home changed and met YC at park mac to study.Finished up one paper.

Maths paper tomorrow.Start at 2pm so i can go to school late.Yeah!
Wish me goodluck people!

Stay happy,
Be happy,
And smile :D

八月十五

2009-10-04T00:16:00.002+08:00

中秋节快乐。

Possiblity?

2009-10-03T00:09:00.002+08:00

School was short and precious today.
Today was the last lesson in my secondary school life i think.N level is starting again on next monday.After that will be holiday.Kinda excited but...4 years end so fast like that.I remembered when i was in secondary one,I couldn't get use to sec school life.

After school went home rest a while and prepared to meet alvin and hwee jie.After that went from drum lesson and met them again.I was super pissed of by their action.Forget about it.Went tunneling then went to play candle.YC and YR came to join us after that but 940,alvin,shermaine and jy have to go already.Slack around at bishan park and went home at 11 plus.

Need to go back school tomorrow for maths remedial,so have to sleep early tonight.
Bye~

Your happiese turn to my sadness,
Well,as long as you're happy.

Shaking house.

2009-09-30T19:24:00.002+08:00

School was fine.Alvin phone got confiscated by VP.haha
After school went to find friend.walked to amk mrt to take train to Junction 8.Alvin and hwee jie wanted to get couple rings for their girls in the end couldn't find their sizes.Headed back to amk to slack around.

Went back home and get myself bathed.Oh yes!I felt the shake after my bathe.My 1st earthquake expirence.It was rather scary but cool.Was thinking is my house gonna collapse?FYI i live on 9th floor.The shake was strong.

not really happy about it :(

Miserable,

2009-09-29T18:30:00.003+08:00

I'm doing things which doesn't benefit me at all.Why am i so stupid and useless.
Asking you to ..... with him.
Just want you to be happier.

why can't i control my feeling and emotion?
I'm falling,
Deeply.

What's wrong?

2009-09-28T21:53:00.004+08:00

went to park alone for very long.Reflecting on myself for this 16 years for i've done.
GREAT! I did nothing.
I can't even have someone to share with.
Goodbye~

Stressed up,

wonder what are you thinking,
perhaps him.

I'm sorry.

i want to get into your world.

2009-09-27T22:20:00.003+08:00

Woke up at 12 noon,msg with 940 and had maggie for my lunch.Got prepared and followed my bro to his bass lesson.Walked around at plaza sing while waiting for his friends to come.
Went outrum park studio to have jamming session.Practise the song we are playing for the concert.It's been a long time since i last went to jamming studio.
After jamming took train back home.

Shopping with 940 next sat!
I want moneyyyy.
Gotta shiong homework now,bye~

I'm waiting...

Moodless

2009-09-26T23:27:00.002+08:00

Can't stop worrying after i hanged up the phone.Hope nothing will happen to you and everything will be the same.
:(

Is there chances?